KarmaKitty's Litterbox <3

Beneath my perfumed, make-upped, and tanned exterior there is a heart.

I know at times I seem a bit harsh in my commentary, or perhaps a bit cold. But I have a huge heart, and with age I am learning that my child-like approach of greet the whole world as a friend has to be changed a bit, because there are wolves among lambs. My heart goes to my good friends, and most of all my family. They have been there for me my whole life, and have worried and cheered for me along the way. They may not know this, but I remember when they would be crying thinking I was going to die as a child. I remember that because the emotions were so dense they filled the room long after the words and tears were gone, and it clung to me. 

One day, my heart will go to someone. I just hope they realize that my love is intense, loyal, and passionate. I also hope they realize....that all I ask is that they realize my devotion and seriousness and match it equally before wanting my heart. 

But the challenge is, can a man see beyond my physical appearance to see such a heart? or is something so intense discovered later with great shock and rejection?